Don't make things happen in your own power, you will find yourself in a mess every time even with the purest intentions. Allow the Holy Spirit to lead a guide you into your purpose AND make the way for you to accomplish it. I am learning to be the first partaker of these words.
Then he answered and spake unto me, saying, This is the word of the LORD unto Zerubbabel, saying, Not by might, nor by power, but by my spirit, saith the LORD of hosts.
Zechariah 4:6 KJV